Two days at work down. Two more to end the week to go.
While some might not agree with me getting back to work, it's good for my soul. Everyone at work is so understanding for everything I have been going through, and they are all so helpful. I have a system now. I sit on a chair and type up prescriptions with my leg sitting on top of one of the recycling bins under the desk/table/counter thing. I don't really move from there, instead ask for help from my coworkers when I need to check if we have something, or have to give the script to the pharmacist.
Tenzin and Holly check up on me on a regular basis; actually everyone does. I have people making sure I'm doing well throughout the day, and people who look at me like I'm crazy when I want to get up and do something like walk to the other side of the pharmacy.
I won't lie to you; after a day at the "office" I feel completely drained. It's tiring sitting on a chair all day just punching in data. I have turned to Tenzin multiple times and said how I'm ready to fall asleep throughout the day. But it's soooo much better then sitting in my bed feeling sorry for myself.
Today was a day off and I didn't really do much other then listen to Taylor's new CD and fall in love with it. Even though she gets a lot of backlash for constantly writing about her failed relationships, I love how she somehow puts my feelings in words with her songs. Seriously, it's sometimes really creepy.
Tonight is the LAST night of those devil shots. Or at least I'm crossing my fingers and toes that it is because my stomach is starting to look like a smiley face with the little bruises.
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