I'm in a funk.

While I got the good news yesterday that I no longer have to do anymore shots in my stomach, I'm in a serious funk. I just want to be better. I'm sick of laying in bed doing nothing and hoping that the food I'm eating will be okay.  I'm tired of being by myself with the SAME characters on television, because every channel replays their shows every few hours.

I just want to be better now. I don't like this waiting game even though I know it's good for me. And while Nana visited today, I just miss going out with my friends and being able to do things instead of constantly worrying.

This post is my pity party for one.  Sorry that I subject whoever reads this to read these types of things as well but I have to tell the truth.  And the truth is no matter how much doing nothing sounds amazing. It gets old after a day.