No Excuses, Play Like a Champ

I have spend most of this gorgeous weekend sleeping in my room.  Fact.

It's not like I want to, but when you don't feel well, all you wanna do is sleep.  Right now, my body feels like it's gotten hit by a truck and takes serious effort to stand and/or hold things.  I hate being this weak, because I like standing on my own but jeez....I'm weak at this time.

I have had a few friends and my parents tell me I am strong.  One told me I had to play like a champ.  With people like that who believe in you?  How can you want to cry all the time because you are not doing okay.  I'm trying to figure that out.  Part of me thinks the tears after hearing these things are because I'm afraid I am going to disappoint them when I am not that strong.  But then I think they have stuck by my side through all of this so I'm assuming they will still be there.

Greg told me today how I looked like shit when I first walked into Nana's.  I really wish it was a hang over like he said.

Boost seems to be sitting with me okay at the moment.  I haven't been eating so I decided that it was a good idea to have some sort of supplement (ohhh heyyy body builder) and it's working at the moment. Knock on wood.

Work this week is going to be a challenge but I am going to persevere.  It's what I have been doing for the past year and a half.  Fighting and winning the battles.