Today, I ended up crying in the middle of my kitchen after getting off the phone with Dr. P.
I'm just very tired of having to deal with all this crap. She says my INR level is continuing to get lower and asked me what I have changed in my life that would cause this to be happening. I explained to her that I have been decreasing my steroids while increasing the other medicine so maybe that's what happened. She didn't seem convinced. But I really don't know why I have so much faith in what she says because she has not been on the top of her game.
When I originally called the office, they didn't seem to have any idea where the results were. That's smooth guys, I had the thing done on Wednesday. Then, I was told by Dr. P. that I had to call the office within 24 hours if I didn't hear from them after my blood work. Funny, I thought I was going to get sick of her and now she isn't keeping up with her end of the bargin.
I'm tired of feeling like I can't get anything right and that it is somehow my fault. I guess I will try to cut chocolate, salads and caffeine out of my diet completely (that's another promise that's broken Dr. P). Today is the first time in a couple weeks that I have broken down to tears, it's not a fun time. Especially on such a fun/good day!
UConn game after work tonight which means this is going to be the longest day in the history of work days. And it's a short shift too, which means it probably should go fast. But the UConn game is on tonight!!! CHAMPIONSHIP GAME. Ugh I can not contain myself.
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