Yesterday the world lost another amazing guy to leukemia.
I've been numb since I read the text messages this morning. It's silly because I have only hung out with Christian a handful of times, and yet I burst into tears multiple times today.
Sometimes I just don't get it. Why are there so many amazing people who are taken away from us and yet people who don't exude happiness and all that jazz are still around. He was amazing. He always smiled. Always. In the handful of times I have hung out with him, he just shined. You wanted to be around him. And from what I have seen on his facebook and the group about him, everyone else believes that as well.
If I am busy, then I don't think about it. If I sit around, I can't deal with it. I said multiple times today that it was one of those days that I needed to just stay in bed and sleep all day.
And I'm absolutely terrified to go say goodbye to him. I regret so much not going to see him a few weeks ago. And now I have to go say a final goodbye.
Christian, you were an amazing guy....seriously one of the few honestly good guys. And I am so blessed to have gotten to know you. Even for a little time. I hope you finally find peace from this difficult battle in your life. You will be truly missed and have inspired so many people around you.
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